I bought d pregnancy test since tomorrow is our 'family day', so I need to be cautious not to involve in 'benda2 lasak'....but I'm not sure coz the 2nd line did appear but a very light one...still d next day I didn't do anything except sitting down with pregnant mommies and hoping that i'm in d same boat as they're..eheh...we didn't won much in lucky draw, except some small things...then that evening my sis in law, her mother in law and her nephews come to my h'se...I fell in love with her nephew Puteri Natasya, she is so cute and cheeky, very clever and her sister Puteri are well behave kids...Tasya said my hubby is handsome, heheheh...luckily she is a little girl if not sure jealous..ehhe....sometimes I can see her staring at my hubby, she also asked my hubby, "Uncle Ami, kenapa uncle Ami hensem?"ehhe n my hubby blushed...actually she asked me, I dont know what to answer n said " go n ask him yrself"....ehhe....
At first I'm so worried coz I don't know what to cook and worrying about some things that I shouldn't worry actually...I always worry that people will judge me or criticize me...but alhamdulilah....the food turn out fine, Kak Yati like our dining table n sofa....
Then on Monday I went to clinic lunch hour with hubby to make sure whether I'm really pregnant..yup....The doctor said to my hubby "Congrats, u're goin to be a father soon"...I can see how happy he is...I'm happy too....
How'ever after I told this news to several people close to me, some of them not that happy n worry coz I'm studying part time and whether I could handle it...It's quite frustrating when u didn't get support from yr beloved ones, but what the heck, my hubby is always there with me...
Then on 28th August, I was bleeding....shocked, sad and very2 worried...maybe bcos that weekend I jln2 byk sgt...some people give me different ideas n views, some said if bleeding happens its 50/50....i was even more worried...However I trust my doctor, eventhough he's Indian but what he said made me at ease, he said " Believe in God, whatever good or bad comes from him, don't have too much negative thoughts in your head, he checked and scan, he said you need to rest more thats all...", alhamdulillah I can still see the tiny baby...really hope that everything will turn out fine...Friends and colleagues support me....thanks to Ila who cook for me...the soup, the rice, sambal itam... n d caramel...rasa terharu with Ila's kindness....she's really a friend in need...tq Ila...while my hubby has to work that day since short of staff no one to cover... was alone at home that day...but hubby called and comfort me...
Alhamdulillah, it's a gift from God, for my birthday... tq Allah....for giving me a caring husband and kind friends.... need to be more careful next time...Ya Allah, kuatkanlah semangat ku supaya dapat menamatkan pelajaran dan dalam masa yang sama dikurniakan bayi yang sempurna yang akan lebih menceriakan hidup kami suami isteri... Amin
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