Em...what I would like to write today...? this early morning it rained heavily...very lazy 2 go 2 office...so tired y'day...luckily today no class...the lecturer went to Brunei...emm at office as usual...but 2day had received an email frm Kak Hana, about a guy who never satisfied with what he got...but at last, it comes to his sense that...we should be thankful for what we got and learn to say enough... I agreed with him...sometimes we should learn to appreciate what we have, even 'Dr.Fadzillah Kamsah' said never compare ourself with someone greater than us, but compare ourself with people who are less fortunate than us...that will make us appreciate life...
Then anne YM me, she said pity us non-exec... got to deliver only at govt. hospital, emm I answered... that's why we have to pursue studies so that we can have that kind of benefit one day...she's doin' her degree as well...emm eventhough we have to learn to say enough but I learn that in another case we as human beings need to strive and improve our life to a better one..."takde siapa yg akan mengubah hidup kita selagi kita x mengubahnya"... just that my father always said that "money will never be enough, if we have so many things in our head", kehendak n keperluan tu berbeza... emm rasanya I don't mind to deliver my 1st baby there at Putrajaya...eventhough mmg la service kat private lagi best ..fila, min, ayu semua bersalin kat private....1st child kan?..but I know where I stand...kesian gak kat hubby... he mentioned kalo ada rezki ley pi private... about my study, i wish i can finish it n grad, but I felt demotivated to study...very tired everyday classes n assignment....ada paper yg tak amik2 lagi...dugaan2...
I read an email yg recently about, 'isteri yg baik, adalah isteri yg tak meminta-minta'... emm I learn that... my hubby sure feel weird coz he's seems worried and always mentioning of buying me new pregnancy clothes and all that...when I bought things on my own...I dont mind coz I know that if he has extra money he will remembers me...At our age with study and work it's quite hard to have extra...eheh always just nice to pay the rental, buy food n for transportation purposes...luckily my hubby had bought an apt at puchong...Last time I'm not that happy bout not landed property but now I think it would do just fine for me n hubby, rather than pay rentals every months...
Everybody wants to be rich...want to have a perfect life....actually there's nothing wrong with that...it's normal but don't put too much expectation, buat apa yg termampu, yg lain tu kerja tuhan, kalo dapat yg lebih lagi bagus, tapi kalo dah itu jek yg kita dpt, just bersyukur...maybe ada kekurangan di sebalik kekayaan, tak semestinya kaya itu bahagia...
For my beloved hubby, I'm glad I married you, there's no regret, i understand that both of us are studying part time and with my condition I don't know when I can grad, I believe in you, hope you grad first...nanti bila abang dah jadik exec, i can deliver at private, dont pressure yrself, I'm ok with Putrajaya, abah ckp mak dulu semua kat govt, kami semua sihat2 gak...emm apapun beserah pada tuhan...semoga semuanya selamat, kalau kita baik ngan orang, orang akan baik ngan kita tak kira di mana2. Insyallah...
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