Mama start Workin'

After 60 days of resting,i have to start working...what do i feel?...lazy to go to work...feel like wanting to spend the rest of my life watching Syasya's development rather than working, really want to be with her...love to see her smile...mmg rasa lega sgt bila nampak dia gelak2...tak taula nanti dah start kelas malam...musti rindu abih...what to do...life goes on...kenala ada sacrifice sikit. Good news, 2 paper yg amik masa confinement tu lulus...alhamdulillah...hubby punya result pun bagus, rezeki baby...

Went for her 2 month injection ngan hubby, she's now 5.1kg...berat gaks...dia nangis jap pastu tido baliks...she's a good girl...a week or two before start working baru ajar dia susu formula balik nak abiskan isomil yg tak abih2 n nak bagi enfalac A+ yg ila bagi tu...dia minum gak...memula tu mmg xnak tapi my hubby ckp kalo dia lapar dia telan jeks...mama dia dulu waktu pregnant pun jenis x cerewet bab2 mkn minum ni...memula tu dia susah poo poo, simpan 2 hari or 3 hari, tapi dr. kata normal selagi blom tukar kaler n etc...skrg ni dia dah okey, dah get use to formula milk n skrg dah setiap hari sekali dia akan yak yak..ehhe...my cousin yg jaga dia kata dia okey, x byk ragam...pandai tgk tv, apa yg my aunt n cousin tgk dia akan tgk...kepala dia boley thn kuat...masa nak burpkan dia akan angkat kepala dia...masa sebulan dulu pun dia boley angkat kepala dia, org kata kalo maknyer amik 'salindah', babynyer kuat...tak taula betul ke dak...

Masa kat ofis memula tu rasa lain mcm jek tak tgk muka dia, sbb dlm 2bln tu mmg dia memerap ngan mai jek...kecuali 1st week tu kot mai sakit teruk gak sbb pi final exam...n effect ubat placenta removal, syasya byk ngak opah ngan nenek, tapi bila dah blk ipoh mmg ngan mama jekla sbb my mom keje, kira x dpt la rilek sgt...alhamdulillah susu badan ada, masa pantang dulu adala 2/3 kali jek bagi susu formula masa exam n masa2 emergency...mmg dia asyik memerap jek, tapi I don't care bila my mom or aunt ckp takut baby nanti nak berpegang jek, coz i know later I wont have that moment...my friend 'Mek' pun advised...spendla puas2 ngan anak masa confinement tu...skrg ni xdela dia nak bepegang jek, my cousin kata dia bole tido dlm baby cot...kengkadang dpn tv asalkan tak panas...rambut Syasya pun dah panjang dah melepasi bahu, tapi papa nak botakkan x lama lagiks...mama jek yg asyik delay, nyesal x botakkan awal2 skrg dah rasa sayang...

Skrg ni pun pagi2 sblm pi keje pam,tapi x la dpt berstok2, adala utk 2 ke 3 x minum sehari jek, dia jenis minum sikit2, kalo lunch tu dpt blk mmg bagi dia BF...mmg skrg dia prefer bottle sbb senang,pam susu n simpan stok..dr bottle dia x yah susah2,tapi bottle Avent jek dia mau la, lagipun it reduces colic, syasya alhamdulillah jarang kembung...masa 1st mth inject x demam, tapi selalu jangkit mama selsema, tapi cepat jek baik...tapi skrg musti paksa dia BF direct dr pam at least waktu tgh mlm...I was told kalo baby x isap lama2 susu mkn kurang,bila dia isap it will stimulate breastmilk, so mlm2 pun bg dia BF...breastmilk ni anugerah, x semua org ada...Syasya...selagi ada Mama akan bagi Syasya minum susu ibu supaya kuat dan sihat...it will also create bonding btwn the two of us...

Arini bila Papa bagi syasya dgr suara Mama pakai loudspeaker h/p dia cam paham jek, memula dia merengek tu terus jek diam....kalo bagi cakap ngan opah dia pun dia mengagah2 cam tau jeks...kalo nampak mama dia lalu or sesapa jek la mata dia akan ikut movement org tu...dia suka tgk mobile duckling dia gaks...cam asyik jeks...


Ni ada gambo Mama masa balik lunch aritu...ila n hubby pun blk lunch...so Mai pun try la blk bila bekesempatan tambah2 waktu bos xde...tgk Syasya happy je bila Mama blk...dpt minum susu..yey!