Day after day, I find out that i'm crazy over my little girl Syasya Arina...Whenever I'm at work and at class I kept thinking of her...thats why when I'm at home I want to be with her every moment...i don't want to miss a thing...Actually I have a lot of assignments since this semester I have no final exams...just imagince 5 subjects with 4-5 assignments, I'm loaded with it...I have to admit that I keep delaying doing my assignment, why? coz I'm jealous when I see my maid playing with Syasya while I'm doing my assignment...
When I heard Syasya's voice laughing I feel tempted...then I'll just leave my assignment and insist that I want to hold her...Syasya is so close with my maid... why wouldn't she? she is by her side from morning till late at nite...now with an extra effort, I rushed back to home during lunch hour, it takes about 20 minutes and sometimes before I go to class...Mama sekarang ni sampai kelas lewat sikit...
It's very tiring rushing here and there...but what the heck as long as I can see and play with my little Angle...now she acknowledged me as her mother...she smiles and laugh when she sees me...previously she seems like neglecting me and I can see the difference when her Papa talks to her, gelak nya ya allah cerianya.....ramai kata mmg anak pompuan prefers their father, n my hubby selalu cakap tu semua perasaan saya jek...semua alasan tu tak dpt menenangkan hati saya.
Recently I woke up for my sahur and slowly put her with my maid, when Syasya opens her eyes, she cried very loud...when I came and pick her up, she calm down and went back to sleep...my maid said, "Puan kata dia tak kenal Puan...dia kenal sama Puan...mana bisa tak kenal, Puan kan ibunya....", at that point of time, Mama rasa terharu sangat, la Mama ingatkan Syasya tak kenal...sekarang ni kalo Syasya nampak mama dia cam excited, ni nak pi keje pun dah buat bunyi2 cam nak itut....cian dia...
I love u Syasya, very very much...Syasya lah buah hati pengarang hati Mama...tak taula ada rumours kata Mama kena keje jauh cayang...sob sob...susah lah Mama nak blk lunch or singgah umah sblm pi kelas...tapi Mama janji if it happens, weekend Mama akan spend masa ngan Cayang ek?...love u Syasya...mmmuahs...
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mai, dulu anna oun mcm tu mai. ada satu waktu irdina ngamuk2 tak mo tido. skalik bibik bawka dlm bilik, letak atas katil dia terus tertido. apa lagik...sedih hati sbb pk dia x mo dgn anna. lama2 anna prasan, irdina tetap nk dgn anna. sebab dia kenal kita ni ibu dia. tapi skang anna dah tak de maid! huhuhuuu pening kepala
mmg sedih kalau anak takmo ngan kita kan, mai... alhamdulillah zizie mmg tak pakai maid. mak yg jaga. so, fenriz mmg rapat ngan mak. takpe la, wan dia... rasa cam lega la sket... tapi cemana pun, kalau zizie ada kat umah, fenriz takmo ngan wan... dia nak berkepit ngan mama dia gak... itu yg buat hati rasa bahagia! he still want his mama! camtu la jugak syasya... baguslah mai punyer effort tu, keep it up k...
anna & zizie, betul tu...rasa bahagia sgt bila anak prefers kita dr org lain especially our maid,zizie beruntung mak jagakan, dulu may be syasya is too little to understand...ni bila dah masuk 5mths dia dah kenal dah Mama dia...rasa happy sgt, tapi bila dia dah kenal kita plak kena pi kelas n keje...tgk muka dia cebik rasa sedih...as what u said earlier love needs sacrifice...insyallah they will understand they grow up, just like me...my mom pun keje, dulu masa I kecik2 tak paham...skrg bila I face the same situation baru tau, mak kena keje gak to support the family... ;)
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