Saat yang terindah hanyalah sementara...sungguh best dikala tiada kelas malam...I got to lepak with Syasya, watching tv together, play together with her..... until la dia terlena...n mama dia pun terlena juga....
I always hope that my semester break will not end so that I could spend much more time with my precious Syasya Arina...This sem I should take 4 subjects and 4 classes weekly on weekdays and I can't afford to stayback at office coz I need to arrive at uitm shah alam by 7pm...the class will end at 10pm...oooh... I will miss Syasya dearly... thinking n wondering what she's doing at home... last time I was so worried that she will cling to my maid than me....recently I need not worry coz after spending a month with her... Syasya will abandon my maid once she sees me came back from work...crawling as fastest as she can so that I will hold her in my arms...now since I'll be busy with assignments and such...I think my fear n worries will come back...my hubby always says that I shouldn't worry coz I didn't do that purposely...coz I have to complete my degree, so that I will be an educated mother and all my efforts all these years will not go down the drain...it really giving me very tough times since majority of my classmates n best buddies will be doing their practicum n me with these subjects to settle....arrghhhh.....my lecturer also said that she's doing the best she can coz there are not enough students to form a class for the subjects that I dropped...regret coz I didn't follow my fellow classmates study plan...always think I don't have to rush in graduating coz I'm still young compared to my other classmates who are older than me....konon nak jaga pointer n cgpa...huh!...what I concern more now is to complete this degree and have ample time with Syasya.....
Tomorrow will be my first class for 2007, hope it will go on smooth n sound.....so that it will be a good start for me to adjust my mood n concentrate in my studies...my best buddy kat kelas pun will start her practicum...owhhh how I miss her.....so guys wish me lots of luck n hope I can survive.....with my new workplace that is far away from home and busy road n hope I wont stuck in jam...sharp 5.30pm have to rush n to arrive at 7pm latest.....Ya Allah...kuatkan lah semangat ku ini untuk menghabiskan study ku ini...ikutkan hati mmg nak berenti coz byk sgt obstacle yg perlu ku lalui....huhuuuuu....sejak kehadiran Syasya setiap detik bersamanya adalah saat terindah....
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begitulah perasaan kasih seorang ibu ye mai... respek la kat mai!
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