THE SADDEST THING...tragedi Jan 07...

~MY WEDDING RING & ENGAGEMENT RING IN MEMORIES~

The beginning of year 2007 was a big downtime for me….I lost my wedding n engagement ring yesterday at the office pantry….went to wash dishes n don’t know why I’m stupid enough to remove the rings and left it there….actually yesterday was I was supposed to have class at UiTM and that cause me to rush and speed up…and I forgot that I left my precious rings at the pantry….

Half way from office, when I stare at my fingers, I suddenly realized it was no more there…I panic and called the security up…and the bad news was the ring was no where to be found…arggh….then I went straight home and open the door and went straight to the study room and burst into tears…told hubby not to be mad at me…he calmed me down…and wait for me to tell what happened….he straightaway call my father in law and asked him to help out…my FIL persuade me to stop crying…Syasya who saw me arrived from office also start crying…may be she can feel the sadness that I felt…

Yesterday was also the arrival of Monet aka Munirah’s baby girl…I still went to DEMC to visit her and told Ayu about my rings. Try to look cheerful…and still hoping that I can see the CCTV tomorrow and see who’s the fellow is…About Munira's baby girl...namanya Aina...emm tak ingat nama penuhnya...I didn't tell them the sad news...try to be happy for her eventhough masa tu tgh sedih sgt.....I told Ayu coz she lost hers too, sometime ago....citer dia lagi tragis....but never think it will happen to me kononnya boley jaga elok2 la tu...

But what my FIL said to me really make me realized the meaning of ‘REDHA’. Kata Abah, mungkin Tuhan nak duga hati Mai dan tengok setakat mana Mai redha…mungkin Tuhan akan beri rezeki yang lebih supaya Mai dapat beli benda yang lebih bagus dari yang hilang…masa Abah cakap tu, rasa sayu sangat hati ni, sedih…mmg betul sgt cakap Abah tu, tapi walau apapun ‘sentimental value’ tu yang penting, tak dapat di tukar ganti dengan yang baru…it was that ring that my mother in law place in my finger when my engagement day and it was that diamond ring that my hubby place in my finger on my special day…

Ohhh..careless me!!!! How stupid of me….kat umah dulu hubby selalu pesan suh jgn letak atas fridge n simpan atas meja solek, and yes I did that at home butI had make the same mistake before at my previous office and the cleaner was kind enough to return it to me…ingat lagi Aci yang jumpa and pulangkan….mmg pas tu mai ingat sgt supaya jgn bukak cincin tu, tp entah kenapa semalam...cam tergerak nak bukak gak....nasi dah jadik bubur...

Mai bukak jugak cincin tu kat opis baru ni….dah mmg bukan rezeki Mai agaknya….”Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, kalau mmg itu rezeki aku, KAU lembutkan la hati orang yang mengambilnya dari aku untuk memulangkannya…” That boy should return it back to me….. tak tau la betul ke tak budak caterer tu yg amik..tp dialah prime suspect....I remember one phrase saying, “If you love something, let it go, if it comes back to you, it’s yours, if not, it was never meant to be”….’bila pikir2 balik, at least Tuhan tarik 'benda' utk memberi dugaan, alhamdulillah Tuhan tak tarik orang2 tersayang...sesungguh dugaan yang diturunkan buat hamba NYA adalah untuk menguji iman seseorang dan demi mengangkat martabatnya...insyallah....

To my Darling Hubby, forgive me, I’m so careless, it was my fault, I admit it and I don’t expect you to replace it….biarla jadik pengajaran buat saya….sob sob….sedih tak terkira tp kalo nangis air mata darah sekali pun takde maknanya....

Pada yang ambil cincin berlian emas putih bunga tanjung dan cincin emas bermata satu tu….”Pulangkan !!!!!!!………biarlah lambat pun takpe tp kalo tergerak nak pulangkan, pulangkanlah...... esok2 anda akan kehilangan benda yang berharga dari cincin saya tu, and when the time comes, you’ll regret it….sigh…

P/s: So for those yg careless like me yang selalu buka2 valuables tu, jgn buat dah, once dah jadik cam saya baru la menyesal…..