Kehilangan...

Last Friday I received sms from my mom asking me to seek help from my father in law...tlg buat solat hajat n etc...she said my dad lost rm15k that morning around 10.30am...I couldn't believed my eyes when I read that sms...it was 5.15pm. I saw a few missed calls from my mobile...then I called up my mom n asked what is it all about...my mom told that my dad withdrawed rm15k from the bank and was going to pass the money to his friend, some he need to use the money for himself...on the way he received a call from my bro who requested 'nasi lemak', he didn't think twice and stopped the car nearby the stall...n he put the envelope on the front seat with the money....it's quite weird that my dad acted that way,may be it's fated...my aunt had mentioned to him last week to use cheque but my dad's friend said he preferred cash....my dad is now doing the insurance business under Takaful and he also has license for some businesses after he volunteered for 'VSS' at his previous Co.

Sedih sangat bila terbayang duit tu 'vanished' just like that, a few people said they saw a motorbike with two guys stopped by and left immediately...my mom said probably that two guys followed my dad since he was at the bank n dorang siap ada alat untuk buat lubang kat cermin keta tanpa memecahkan nya...n may be hikmah disebalik kejadian coz kalo tak may be tak fellows akan follow my dad balik rumah or to his friend's shop n may be something bad will happen to my dad...I can't imagine that kind of thing will happen to my beloved 'Abah' dan aku bersyukur coz 'nyawa' Abah lagi penting dari duit tu semua...tapi kesian gak kat Abah coz duit tu sure nak ganti balik...emmm nak senangkan orang tp diri kita sendiri yang susah...hope this will be a lesson to everyone outhere not to take things for granted...kita selalu baca n dengar dari berita pelbagai, tapi kita still alpa and bila terkena diri sendiri... that same goes to me, I should be more careful next time...we'll never know the future, whether we'll still be lucky next time...

Remembered one more story, one of my GM at my previous off, had the same experienced, he withdrawed more than 10k cash to pay his son's ptptn loan and without he noticed somebody followed him home and the bad guys kuarkan parang dpn umah that GM....bila ingat balik ngeri pon ada, tp that incident I didn't share with my parents coz cam tak sangka my dad will face this kind of situation...nak salahkan Abah pon tak boley coz dah takdir...may be bukan rezeki dia...Nxt year Abah kata dpt EPF nak bwk my mom n adik-adik pi umrah, mak selepas balik Haji dulu mmg dok tekenang-kenang Mekah, tp bila dah jadi camni tak taulah kesampaian tak niat murni kedua orangtua aku tu....isy...rasa cam tak percaya, geram n benci pd manusia zaman skrg nie...byk sgt kisah org bunuh orang...org rompak org, semua dah ilang pedoman dan terlampau menurut nafsu...

Terbayang wajah n suara Abah yang sedih, Yong pon tumpang sedih, kami doakan duit tu insyallah akan dapat balik...bukan senang nak dapat rm15k, kalo dpt pon takkan nak bazir diut tu begitu sajer...isy...Insyallah, berkat doa semua, mungkin duit tu dtg dlm rupa yang berbeza nanti...yang pasti Allah s.w.t memberi dugaan dan cabaran bagi menguatkan diri kita supaya lebih dekat pada NYA....Sabar banyak-banyak ek...apa pun hilang kebendaan boleh diganti tp bukan nyawa orang tersayang...we should be grateful that nothing bad happens to u...I couldn't bear that to happen, we love you so much Abah...be careful next time...Hugs...

Recently two of my friend's lost their beloved ones, one lost her child and the other one lost her father...I felt very sorry for them..."berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu yang memikul", semoga Anne dan Kak Nab tabah menghadapi hari yang mendatang...I know one day I'll face the same situation, ajal maut semua di tangan Allah s.w.t., semoga aku juga dikurniakan ketabahan seperti mereka jika tiba saatnya nanti...mari kita sedekahkan 'Al-Fatihah' buat Allahyarham Arwah Abdul Wahab Suradi dan Arwah Muhammad Syazmi Amir, 13 yrs old. Semoga roh mereka dicucuri rahmat...Amin...

"Allah tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya.Ia mendapat pahala (dari kebajikan) yang diusahakannya dan ia mendapat siska (dari kejahatan) yang dikerjakannya. (Mereka berdoa): Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau hukum kami jika kami lupa atau tersalah. Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah engkau bebankan kepada kami beban yang berat sebagaimana Engkau bebankan kepada orang - orang yang sebelum kami. Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau pikulkan kepada kami apa yang tak sanggup kami memikulnya. Beri maaflah kami, ampunilah kami; dan rahmatilah kami. Engkau Penolong kami, maka tolonglah kami terhadap kaum yang kafir"(Surah Al-Baqarah - ayat 286)"