Updates...

I took leave on last Monday to send my maid to LCCT. I'm so frustrated with Air Asia, they sms'ed me the night before informing that the flight at 12.40pm will be delayed and the new departure time will be at 4.35pm. I was furious coz we chose the 12.40pm flight so that my maid will arrive her kg early. Imagine the journey from Surabaya to Jember is 5 hours. Dah lah ticket yg tghari tu mahal. We tried to call her husband but failed, when we managed to talk to the neighbour the husband already left at 7am. Pity him. He would be dissapointed to wait for her wife and worst case is he didn't call us and check. He left Surabaya airport, by the time my maid arrived, she waited until 11pm and she went back to Jember all by herself arriving at 4.00am. She called me y'day informing that she fall sick, slight fever...selama dkt 2thn ni my maid tak penah demam pon, and my Syasya pon demam...may be they miss each other. Masa Syasya saw bibik when to the departure hall, dia nangis2 panggil "Bik....Bik.." Bibik pon nangis pastu my mak pon nangis...aiyorkhhh.....nasib ada ice-cream Mc'd yang buat Syasya diam dari menangis, pastu bila tanya dia "Bibik maner?" dia akan jawab "Bibik blk kg....!"...nampak airplane..."Bye..bye bibik!"...hehe

Everyone was worried, my mom and my Cu called to check on Syasya...her 1st day at Yana's house was okey...hubby & me decided to send Syasya to Azmi's house together and see her reaction. She was a bit blur at the first place, I laid her down on her mattress and she looked at me. I told her that "Mama nak pi keje", salam and then I leave, by the time she saw me leaving, she cried...Azmi terus dukung Syasya and bring her to the door, konon2 nak bye2 Mama & Papa, tapi she scream and cried..."Mama, Mama....!"....aiyorkhhhh it breaks my heart to see her like that...luckily my hubby was there to calm me down, I cried and cried while driving on the way to office. Apapun I know she'll be in safe hands, sbb Azmi & Yana kawan Mama & Papa, for sure they will take care of our daughter. Kalau hantar kat nursery or kat mana2 lagilah kesian. May be for other people they will say, "big, deal, aku pon antar anak aku kat nursery"...tapi aku mmg tak sampai hati sbb dari kecil, dari pas confinement memang dia dok umah, dia ley tgk tv/cd and buat apa sahaja yang dia suka, kalau pagi2 dia tido lagi tak perlu gerak or angkat dia. Kalau org cakap dok nursery ley independent bla2 bla2 ...sama jek, dulu aku masa kecik tak dok nursery pon, masih boleh survive. Nanti bila dia dah besar sikit mmg niat nak antar pon pi kindergarten. Kat saner boleh lah dia mingle around. Dulu pon terpaksa amik maid sbb both of us belajar mlm. Kalau tak may be kami pon terpaksa hantar Syasya ke nursery. Its ok, kalau dari awal dia kat saner. Kali ni pas my maid decided not to continue her service may be kena antar Syasya and my 2nd baby kat nursery gak, takperlah time tu Syasya dah besar sikit dan aku amat berharap dapatlah tawaran jadi cikgu tu. At least ada byk masa utk anak-anak. Rasa lega sbb Yana, wife Azmi agreed to take care of Syasya. Kat sana Syasya ley main ngan Ain & Effy. Ain pon suka layan Syasya...memula kata Yana, Effy cam jealous sikit, tapi skrg dah okey, Syasya pon tak nangis lama, cuma masa Mama nak pi jer. Syasya dah makan n minum susu...bila Yana ckp cam tu rasa lega sgt. Bila petang masa amik Syasya, I saw her face glowing when she saw me, mula cebik and air mata dia mengalir, dia tak nangis...may be she thought that I will leave her forever ker?huhuuuu...taklah Sayang, Mama pi keje kejap jek" I called and sms Yana tanya dia ok tak, bila Yana ckp dia nyanyi ngan Ain sambil tgk cd rasa lega sikit....yg kelakar rupa2nya Papa pon sms Azmi 2-3 kali tanya Syasya camne...pas pada 1st day tu, Mama decided not to send Syasya in the morning, coz I'm not that strong, sure akan nangis and tak sampai hati nak pi keje...so Papa akan hantar Syasya then Mama amik masa balik. Masa Papa hantar 2nd day dia tak nangis, blur2 sikit then tido blk...Papa keje dekat, kuar lmbt sikit dari Mama and luckily my boss understands and he permits me to go back on time for a month so that I pickup Syasya...itupun takes about an hour nak sampai umah...smlm pon Syasya muntah lg, kat umah Yana pon dia muntah, cam dia nak kuarkan kahak, tapi pas tu dia ok, main2 then tetido bila tgk cd Mickey Mouse CH dia tu...Alhamdulillah badan dia tak panas lagi...

Dua tiga hari tanpa my maid, mmg menguji gak sbb dahlah kita preggy, badan cpt penat, nasib hubby byk tolong...kalo dulu my maid ada mmg hubby x tolong sgt, asyik concentrate ngan notebook jek, tapi nampak gayanya he kept his promise..."Thanks Abang, for your help!", thanks Yana & Azmi sbb jaga Syasya ngan baik, thanks to everybody who gives support and show me that you care....love u all...

p/s: Syasya 3rd day at Yana's hse: Just received call, frm hubby, syasya takmo minum susu, nangis bila nampak effy peluk yana, pastu terus dia teringat bibik...bila call Yana, dengar background dia nangis, alahai...sebak nyer, rasa nak amik EL jek skrg ni, bila sms Yana baru ni, ckp Syasya dah tido, dia suh Yana pangku dia and dodoikan...alahai sian dia, selalu get all the attention kan...i miss u too sayang...be strong girl...