Alhamdulillah...syukur

(gambo ni masa kat umah Fillanie aritu)

I took leave today, went for my antenatal checkup at DEMC Shah Alam, met Dr.Norleen. She said everything is fine, Alhamdulillah...we saw the baby, the head, the body and the legs...so tiny...Syasya also seen the baby...eheheh we want her to see the development of her lil' bro/sis, she starts calling herself 'kakak'....ehehhe....Hubby went in to see the Dr. too, he remembered details of my 1st birth, berat Syasya masa lahir, apa jadik etc etc....memori aku ingat tapi baru nak recall gitu, blom smpt 'Akak' nak jawab, Hubby dah jawabkan...yg best bila Dr. tanya dulu berat sblm you pregnant bape? blom smpt aku jawab Hubby dah jawab....ehhe Dr tu ckp laki biasa mmg ingat bab berat nih...maklumlah dulu ley angkat...ye ker? sblom aku gemok pon dia x larat angkat aku...ehehehhe seriously I'm getting bigger n heavier this time around..compared to my 1st pregnancy...huhuuu...Dr yg biasa aku jumpa advise me to eat bread at night, elakkan nasi...huhuuuu.....

'Bout my prenatal blues, Alhamdulillah dah sikit sebyk ilang.....dah tenang blk pikiran....yg jaga Syasya skrg ni my 2nd bro, Am...so far so good, dia pandai melayan Syasya, respek...tabik spring sbb dia boley wat semua lah....kdg2 dia tepon dengar suara Syasya nangis, pastu dia sms dah ok dah Syasya, sms dia tulis dah ok, "gangguan emosi jap jek tadik"...ehehhe kelakor Syasya ni tau...dia mmg ley tgk buku citer 'Sleeping Beauty', prince to kiss princess pon ley dia bantai "Papa, Mama!".....tgk frame gambo kat frame pon tangkap sebak...."Papa, Mama....." nak wat camne dia kat umah Yana nangis gak, Yana kata kalo Azmi ada, kalo x ok jek dia...tapi kesian gak kat Azmi takkan nak nyorok sepanjang arie ye dak...skrg ni sejak Am dudok kat umah rasa ok sikit, dia pon taklah sepah2 umah ker aper, as it is jek lah kalo dia ada...ehhehe......

(ada ker cam muka Papa n Mama cartoon tu?)

Now i'm counting days for my maid to come home....good news dia ckp rasa nak tambah 3 thn lgk keje sini? rasa lega sgt dengar berita tu...harap dia tak ubah fikiran..lg satu may be dpt di upgrade coz dah complete my degree, plus Boss yg very supportive, kebetulan he's promoted, and I will be able to serve him. However, for my backup plan, I've received a call from MOE recently, bgtau dokumen tak lengkap, insyallah pi interview utk post cikgu tu nanti...at least dah lepas dpt bonus kat current company....walopun keje gomen tak merasa share n bonus yg banyak, tapi for my kids....i'm willing to sacrifice.....lgpon aku suker mengajar, thanks to my Boss who let me experience teaching, although my 1st plan is to be an exec secretary and this degree is a stepping stone to be upgraded. During my practicum, I discoverd that I love teaching, I have passion and patience....ehhehe.....its a noble job, serve the nation and help the new generation, esp Malays, plus additional benefit is I'll have more time with my kids nanti....kerja yg mulia, insyallah dpt pahala yg berterusan walaupun setelah menghembuskan nafas nanti...Insyallah, doakan yang terbaik...I'm not the kind yg ambitious giler, asalkan dpt gaji sikit, dpt spend masa ngan anak-anak, be a good wife, kena rajin2kan diri ke dapur...its enough...kalo dah ada masa lebih anak2 dah besar may be ley sambung masters and jadik lecturer pulak...eheh itu long term plan....stkt ni rasa dah cukup ngan apa yg ada...Alhamdulillah...thank you Allah s.w.t

"There is one success in life, to be able to spend your life in your own way"-Christopher Morley
psstt: my new toy from Hubby, an advance 3rd Anniversary gift, he bought at the warehse sale at a reasonable price...thanks, tak lah saya patah kaki everytime Abang ada job...mmmmuahhhs, love u.